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So the more I try the ruder you are to me. Cool. Keep taking advantage of me.

Then I stop trying and You cant fix things if I dont care.

You always have an excuse. Its ALWAYS my fault. Admit you never try or cared.

Im trying. But you dont care.

Ill post once pic of me a day. No one follows me but its good for me :) 

Now i wanna cut and just watch myself bleed out.

She asked to tell her whats going on. Now I get this shit that im a problem cool got it

I always said I had dependency issues and everyone always just leaves me because im easy to take advantage of.

You promised you’d never do that.
Its like I never actually mattered to you. You only needed me because there was no one else around. Then friends came back and you got a boyfriend and just like that I dont matter. I NEVER mattered. Because if I did, youd want to talk to me. Youd ask me to hang out. But im replaced because im not good enough. Like always. Shame on me for being so worthless. Ill never think differently again.

Everyone laughs about how they have no friends and no one texts them

No one talks to me.

And I feel like nobody actually cares.

And now i sit here with 3 people all texting each other and laughing.

And 2 people acting

And me. With a high dying down and scars on my arms.

Like you never try because im not worth it

Like you never try because im not worth it